It was all magical untill he left. I was broken , shattered into a million tiny pieces. I went closer to his heart just to fix it up with my love and it turns out that i am now left with a heart that has been hurt like never before. It just wasn’t the power to love , to trust someone , to support someone that he took away; rather it was the crushed self confidence boxed up and thrown away in the depths of darkness . But as they say, life never stops no matter what. Time passed . Over the days, it became easier for me to endure everything. I wont say i wasn’t hurting . I was . I still am. But, somewhere i think i have now become habitual of that numbing pain. After he left, i tried to go out. Tried mingling up with people, dated guys, had rowdy nights. However, today as i lie down in the arms of another man, all i can think about is him. All i miss is his smell, the way he used to play with my bangs, the soft blow of his breath over my face. His smile still haunts me. The goosebumps w...
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