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 I do not remember the last time I had been happy. It feels like a distant memory, a fading light in the stormy night. Days after days, the sadness and the grief have piled up. The thing is that till now I have always thought that all this would end one day. Somehow, all the pain will ease away, leaving peace in its wake. However, peace now seems a rare luxury, only to be found nowhere. In the past, I have tried all the solutions and worked on all my weaknesses, mended all the broken pathways. I still cannot seem to reach a place where I can finally let go of my sad self and embrace a happier version of me. All my life, I have hurt by people around me. My trust has been broken more times than one can possibly count. I have been left alone in the dark times. Every time I feel a hand will come out of my darkness and pull me back to life, I have been wrong. Never has anyone felt the need to stop on the track and ask me if I were okay. Over time, this kept on multiplying and growing tr...