Miliee rajput

It was all magical untill he left. I was broken , shattered into a million tiny pieces. I went closer to his heart just to fix it up with my love and it turns out that i am now left with a heart that has been hurt like never before. It just wasn’t the power to love , to trust someone , to support someone that he took away; rather it was the crushed self confidence boxed up and thrown away in the depths of darkness . But as they say, life never stops no matter what. Time passed . Over the days, it became easier for me to endure everything. I wont say i wasn’t hurting . I was . I still am. But, somewhere i think i have now become habitual of that numbing pain. After he left, i tried to go out. Tried mingling up with people, dated guys, had rowdy nights. However, today as i lie down in the arms of another man, all i can think about is him. All i miss is his smell, the way he used to play with my bangs, the soft blow of his breath over my face. His smile still haunts me. The goosebumps w...

I never knew i could ever feel this way about anyone; let alone him. It is as if he is my muse; my reason for a sane life; my universe. No combination of words can ever justify my love for him. Lyinh beside me , he has no idea how much i adore him. I so want to just pull him close and for once get lost in those stormy black eyes. My fingers itch to run down his torso and feel his muscles beneath my skin. It’s been too damn long since i have been having these dreams of him. But, its just not sex that i want. I want him, his heart, his soul, his mind; everything. I know it is something that probably i won’t be getting anytime soon. I don’t know this thing between us ; its different. I have never felt this before. This is some sort of pure , untouched , spiritual love ; the one where you just want to give your lover the entire universe and still want nothing in return except his smile. Yes, you got me right, the same love. I am sure you would have also felt it for someone someday. And it...

~Sophie Sometimes, I wonder who I was ; before I came here. You know, having no memories has its own benefits at times. But the times like now, I just wish if I could remember just one thing from my past. The urge is more now that I have seen him; after 13 long years. He has grown up to a sexy , most handsome guy I have ever seen. His body, what a fine masterpiece of nature! His strong biceps bulging from this shirt sleeves. And his eyes, so mysterious, so mesmerizing; a tornado personified. His hair are messed up. Perhaps he had been running his fingers through them. My fingers twitch to run through those hair. But the irony is, I cannot see those eyes, touch his body, lick those lips of his, run my hand down his chest, none of them, totally none of them I am allowed to !! He is the one that I crave and cannot have. Here, at this mansion; I got everything I ever asked for. But nothing ; absolutely nothing is important in front him.  I guess that is the reward I get for being ...

“A good roast of sun, it slows you, lets you relax–and out here if there's anything wrong, you can see it coming with bags of time to do what's next. This is the place and the weather for peace, for the cultivation of a friendly mind.”  ―  A.L. Kennedy ,  Day The nature, plants, flowers, air, and everything around us make Earth a beautiful place to live in. Mother nature has provided us everything we could ever ask for , and that too unbiased and in ample amounts. As said by Mahatma Gandhi "There is a sufficiency in the world for man's needs but not for man's greeds." I t seems that we just remember our rights and have become careless about our responsibilities. God made human race superior over every other thing. But, with superiority come the duties and responsibilities.  However, we all have started exploiting nature for our greeds, isn't it? Hey, that statement includes me too!! Anyways, my dear readers you would be shocked to know that the...

I was never meant to be chained. Independence was what personified through my birth ... !

I am supposed to be completing my assignment right now. But , here I am; still thinking about that angelic face . Her mesmerizing eyes left me wanting for more. The condition is much more critical with me since I haven't dated in what feels like years. You see, the problem with me is I am a very, very private guy. And one thing I assure you is that I never play with emotions. And since I am busy sorting my life, I haven't been on the market for long enough. Dating a girl is not just going out with her and having fun. It's meant to be some serious shit, and serious shit is what I never mastered! Flings and one-nights are more of my thing. The problem is when you date, you germinate a bond. Bonds come with responsibilities, and those responsibilities just fuck with your brains. No offense, but I cannot take that risk just right now. Life's already been messier enough with my graduation and family issues. To top it all, I am not a guy, a girl can easily handle and I know ...