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I agree the rule of helping is: u help, u forget, u go. But then, "what ifs?" ; do they let u live in peace? No they don't. See the thing is, u are human. The moment u help others, ur expectations germinate. Kbhi kbhi they are in tids and bits; but most of the times they grow upto the size of walls. These walls then cut u off from world.
Why is it this way? Why don't your expectations let u live? You know the power these expectations hold ... is immense. They tie up your mind.. ur soul is now their slave... u cannot come out the deep shit u put urself into. U know what? U've got to hold on tight. After every storm there comes the sunny day. Doesn't it? Then why do u live upto that storm.. Why not hold tight and behold the sun? Behold the light? Behold urself? Why lose urself over people who don't deserve u? U are the best thing that has ever happened to this earth ? U know that? No. Bcoz u saw urself from the eyes of society, ain't it? See urself for what u are worth of !!! U know everything is unique... lovely... powerful... in its own twisted ways. Don't u think if an ant can survive happily or if a bird can fly happily.. u deserve the same happiness? Perhaps more than that? Why are u denying urself of those happiness? Let go... Let go every restraint binding u down... Let go every belief that's been hurting u... Every person that's been killing u.. Every memory that's been torturing u... !! Just let go... 

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Unknown said…
Keep it up akansha..
It's too good..
3 March 2017 at 12:07
Mili rajput said…
thanku so much ma'am .. keep blessing ..
3 March 2017 at 12:15
Unknown said…
One can relate to this article so much..waiting for more from your side!
3 March 2017 at 18:31
Unknown said…
That was a bit inspiring.. Good work.. Keep it up.. :)
3 March 2017 at 21:00
saurav said…
It's well written and you are gud with words.. hope to see these stuffs more from you
3 March 2017 at 21:19
Unknown said…
Well written 👍
6 March 2017 at 09:58
Prashant Singh Rathore said…
As said by writer, the wall of expectations keeps her apart...but I believe it's not the wall of expectations, simply it's the wall of hidden EGO that couldn't allow her to live the moments peacefully. Though, she is very innocent but she's amateur about this mighty world.
If we help someone, we do it as we are big at heart like the write, she have a clean heart but the world is too young to feel what she feels and understand her inner self with perfection.

On expectations I would say, expectations are nothing but the sign of our incapabilities and failures. The things which we cannot achieve.
So be it anything or everything we need to do it on our own.
Helping gives inner peace and it makes us the most beautiful ❤️ people in our own eyes and heart. So, do it without being them...
28 June 2019 at 18:32
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